Hello Marc,

I went nordic hiking in the Alps last week. It was majestic and I had plenty of time to think of you during my jogs and walks. It was silent, peaceful and you were all around me. I imagine you living close to nature. With time passing by, I have enjoyed spending more and more time close to nature. I love water, the ocean. THis is the element I love the most. I like the mountains as well, especially in the winter.
Do you think we will meet in America one day ? I have not returned there since 2005 and I miss it. THis is your country and I will always feel very attached to it because it is a part of you, just as I will always love the English language as it is part of your culture too. I wanted to tell you I have had wonderful moments in America when you were little and also before then, long after as well when I settled there to search for you. I dream to revisit it one day with you.
One day, I will show you France too, the part of you that you probably know the least, it will be my role and my joy to make you discover your mum's home, your home as well.

You can always talk to me, contact me, it won't have any consequences for your father if this is what you fear . I just want to be able to communicate with you, to hear the sound of your voice, see your face again...

I think of you,
Be well Love,

Maman

Hello Marc,


I want to talk Marc, just talk, I  would give anything to see you, to have you in front of me. I don't want to separate you from the people you love. I am way past that feeling ! Please, don't be scared, trust me, I won't do anything that you do not want !!! I want peace Marc, I just want to see you  !

I love you with all my heart,

Maman

Hello Marc,

Today was a very special day, I've felt terribly lonely , very down too, i can't help it.... I have been missing you  too much,   for too long...where are you Baby ?

Bérengère, your mom