Every day, I think of you and I wonder what you have kept of me.What image, what memory.... Do you have any memory of me at all ? Do you know that I've loved you so much during all those years of separation? I also wonder why I have not found you earlier? I wish so much I had. So many whys and always the same silence. I feel desperately guilty of not having found you.
It is so hard, my love, should I lose hope ? Should a child and a mother be separated forever? No ! it is a crime and I will never accept it. Don't accept it Marc ! You have your word to say now!
I am waiting for you, if I can't find you, so PLEASE, come to me !!!
Je t'aime si fort Marc,
Maman
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Happy new year Marc !
May all your wishes come true , may 2007 bring you lots of happiness and success at school. Above all, I hope your health is excellent and the two of us will be reunited this year.
I wish you the best from the bottom of my heart and be assured that time has no effect on my determination to see you again.
I love you,
Maman
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Hello my love,
Merry Merry Christmas to you ! You have been in my heart and in my thoughts all day. Yesterday, me and Silk went and lit a candle for you at the Cathedral . I hope your day is filled with joy and peace. I hope you are surrounded with people you cherish and who are very important for you , I hope that today is a day of complete fulfillment for you.
I am with you with all my heart,
I love you so much!
Maman
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Vendredi 22 décembre 2006
Hello my sweetheart,
It feels like Christmas is real close now in the streets. It's cold at last here, and the lignts of the day resemble those of winter. Lots of people in the streets, real busy . I like this period of the year , I like to to to the Cathedral of Lyon and light a candle for you, just think of you peacefully. Yes, I like this period and at the same time , I miss you so cruelly. I wish so much I could just see you and erase that immense silence of nothingness.
You are in my heart , just know it , you warm my heart just by thinking of you !
I try to imagine where you are, what is your life like , what you like doing and who you like seeing. I try but there are so many possibilities and so little certainty.
I hope you are well , I hope that with all my heart, I hope you have friends and lots of beautiful plans for the future. I hope you are curious and will feel like seeing what it's like in Europe.
I am here for you and I will always be ,anytime, as long as I live.
I love you Marc,
Maman
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Vendredi 15 décembre 2006
My sweetheart,
Today, as I was walking back from school (work), Your face could not leave my thoughts and all the memories that I keep deep down in my soul emerged again.
Ten years from today, you were taken away from me, taken away from France, and never returned. You were four years old , supposed to be taken to the movies on that day, and you were just recovering from chickenpox .
I never held your hand again, never gave you your bath again, never shared moments with you alone again. In fact, it was the end of our relationship. Everything has been done since then to erase it, to do as if it had never existed. I don't know if you remember me, I don't know what has been your life since I last saw you. But I surely think of you every day and try to imagine you as a teenager now. It's hard to think all your childhood is gone and I I failed finding you when you were still a little boy and needed me so much. I have missed you so much ,my love! Only you can know...
It's not too late! I will never give up and hope will always be in my heart. I want you to know that I have never abandonned you and that I will keep looking for you. A mother never abandons her child , she never forgets. You and I were the same and we were so close. It was ten years ago but for me it was yesterday. I am here and I'm waiting for a sign from you, whenever you can, whenever you want, I will be here. Know it , Marc.
I love you immensely,
Maman.
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